OoOOo now the stress kicks in!
I cant spend liike I used to or go places .
Im happy but it's all part of sacrifice.
Juss want it off my shoulders
Im excited but cant wait til its over
So we can really be together and do the things we want
I dont want to borrow or owe ANYONE money
only last resort will I do that
and if so it will be RETURNED after the wedding ( the money that we get from the wedding even if it means less for the honeymoon! or to start our family)
Its more like an investment
Wedding is next year ( hopefuuly we save enough)
And wats up w/ superstitions
Yea we have to do things that makes the parents happy
Well wat about US isnt this whole engagement/wedding about US
I need to start saving and look for a part time job!
THAT means
No more spending recklessly or goin out
Stay home more often, rentals, matinee, more window shopping, and mom's cooking!!! :P
Engagement life is stressin esp when the parents cant agree
This is the time I wish I was an American
Hmm I dont know wats bothering me
Work is fucckin stresssful i hate workin w/ money and ever since I started full time I cant seem to balance. But I cant lose that job. At least not yet
Skool is goin juss goin! Not sure if Im focused enough.
Right now seems like Im more focsued on work makin money and helping my parents. It's only me. Ill do the best I can.
I feel like crap
OooooO i wished I ran away to LA la la land
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